King Tee (Part 11)

“I cannot live without you “

I woke up to 52 missed calls from Tee.Yes,he called 52 times after I hung up the phone..very odd but specific.I’ve not had time to process the events of last night,it was dirty,extreme and now I don’t know what to think.Never did I think something like this would happen,it has never been my thing.I mean,I know the concept of “golden showers” but I’ve never done this on myself.

I open my WhatsApp to see that he had sent me over 30 messages as well.What is he saying?? I don’t even care anymore.I’m completely over it.

“I’m sorry Bunny” “I didn’t mean to scare you” “I know I promised to be slow,easy and gentle with you but I was caught off guard in the moment “ “Please forgive you” “Let me talk to you” “I promise to fix this” These were some of his messages

I read them and didn’t feel like responding because the truth is that I didn’t know what to say.Partly,I blame myself because I’ve been a willing participant and he probably got the impression that I’d be comfortable with anything he wants because before now,I do everything he asks me.So yes,I blame myself..I let it come this far.

I have to get to the electricity station today,I have some difficulties getting electricity into my apartment.I have to get ready and go out there because I need this sorted out immediately.

Tee never stops calling.At this point,he’s acting like a raging lunatic.He’s blowing up my phone,my Instagram,WhatsApp,I can’t catch a break.I still haven’t blocked him because like I said,I don’t exactly know how I feel and I haven’t properly processed my emotions.

“Talk to me” “I own you” “I’m sorry” “Please forgive me “ “Bunny,are you there?” “I miss you little Bunny”

Can he just leave me alone? He’s clearly too much for me to handle,I can’t do this anymore.I do not want to be owned by anyone.I need my space,some peace and quiet.

IT’S BEEN 2 DAYS SINCE THE INCIDENT OF THAT NIGHT…

It’s been 2 days and I still haven’t spoken to him.This is the longest I’ve gone without him since we started speaking and now I have mixed feelings. I miss him but I can’t forget what transpired that night,I can’t just let it go that easy.I was humiliated and I tried to manage the situation by doing the first thing he asked but even after that,he wanted more.And as you can guess,he hasn’t stopped calling for 48 hours.He also has been restless but that is all on him.

I think it’s best I speak to him to tell him how I feel and end things with him because I dread this would happen again.Since he’s an extremist,this is who he is.

“HI” I send to him……