“I’m done,I don’t want to do this anymore”
This man cannot be serious.How?? A thought that has never crossed my mind.I had a million and one thoughts run through my mind as I stare at the face over the phone.
“Are you okay?” He asks
Am I okay?? How should I be okay? How can I be okay.When yoy just told me,a grown woman to piss on myself,I respond.
“You just have to try it,you have tried it yet” he says
Exactly,I haven’t tried it yet because I’m unwilling and I do not cannot.
“Where’s your blunt” he asks.I want you to smoke some more while I watch you and afterwards,you try again.
This man is actually serious about this,I actuallly thought he was pulling my legs,okay we’ll see.
“That’s fine now,you can keep the blunt down” he orders,now..try again!..Tee says
At this point,I’m actually pressed because I’ve had over 4 liters of water today and I get the urge to pee every 20 minutes.I’ve been on the phone with Tee for over 35 and I can’t help myself anymore.I look on the screen and on his face,I see how he’s staring at me without blinking like he was counting the strands of hair on my head.He is not backing down.
Slowly and unwillingly,I gave in.I did it and I didn’t know how to feel at this point in time.I felt washed up,I was disgusted at myself.Eewwww,I really did did it?!
Good girl,good bunny,that’s my girl,you did so well,I knew you could do it.He kept going on and on,praising me and he ends up saying “you have an open cheque,tell me what you want”
I can clearly see that he was trying to reward me as always but right now is not the time.I’m still trying to wrap my head around what just happened,I still couldn’t understand it so yes,I’m not responding to him right now.
“Bunny,talk to me..are you okay?” Tee asks
I guess so,I don’t know..I say to him.
“You should never feel ashamed with me” he says.I have seen all of you and I accept you.You are what I want.I know how long I’ve been searching for you and I found you at the right time.Do you know what???
“What?” I ask..
If I was there,I’d let you do that on me,on my face,all over me and in my mouth he says
I looked at him not knowing what to say,I just thought “this man must be insane”
“I mean it” he says
Okay…I said faintly.
I tell him that I need to go wash up because I could feel my thighs sticky and I was grossed out by what had just happened,I need a bath..I tell him.
“Hold on”he orders. Get on your knees.
On my knees again?? What does this man have up his sleeves??? I proceed to kneel down and he says the most outrageous thing to me.
“Put your face in it” he says
Put my face where?? I thought. This man wants me to bury my face right in the mess I had just made?? I’m going to act like I didn’t hear him or maybe indeed,I didn’t hear correctly. “Put my face where?” I ask him.
“Put your face in it” he repeats.
And I hang up the phone.


Heeeeyyyy
Gods of our land
Melanin I am opting out
You say wetin
Girl, post more pleaseeeeee